Nudiya's routine

2010-12-13T08:12:00.000-08:00

This guys are totally my type. I mean, look at the body. wow. haha. its not a crime to love pretty boys. i love them and im sure they will never hurt me :) hahaha.

Okay, i know after you watch it you will say 'ramai jua'. there are 13 all of them. but i only love this 3 guys below ;

First, Lee Donghae :) awww!

second, Kyuhyun!! (L)

Third, Choi Siwon! :)

(im speechless.. his bodyyyyy! :S)

Tell me something I don't know

2010-12-10T07:10:00.000-08:00

2010-12-07T06:58:00.000-08:00

I feel something fishy since yesterday.. since Miejan said he got a suprise for me. haha I forced him to tell me.. but he didnt.. humm. I'm starting to looked like a detective here. I'd read back his old messages.. he said that he's wondering around at KB town.. humm actually I went day a few days ago and I only interested on the yellow dress which cost about $45 :O then after back from there he said about that suprise. haha. wrong move sayang. you got caught. but he's pretty good at pretending :p he said to me that he didnt buy dress and he said it was something special. But then we met and he gave me this! thanks sayang. Im so uber happy! this is actually one of my wishlist. :D

Feeling insecure.. it kills me :(

2010-11-30T06:48:00.000-08:00

Please confide me. Please hold me tight. I'm slipping off the edge. I need you. Help me get through every night with a smile. I know you're the one that I needed. Its all written of your face. I don't want another sweet talk. I just want an action not a cheap talk. Everyday I have to endure this pain all myself. God, tell me this is the right thing for us ;( ---random thoughts.

Happy 7th darling :)

2010-11-23T06:40:00.000-08:00

you always ask me, what i feel being with you for this far.. i cant express my feelings out baby :) you're the best ever.. i know you will not believe me if i said these words. but for real, you're the best. and always be :) you're there even in my bleakest days. sometimes, my mood swings came and i tend to mad at you for no reason. you patiently deal with it. i hope it will lingers on. im insanely inlove with you miejan! xx.

much love,
Nudiya Nahzirah.

Once I say it, I mean it.

2010-11-11T23:17:00.000-08:00

SHE - BUKAN UNTUK SEMBARANG HATI

Aku cinta mati padamu
Jangan pernah meragukanku
Terlalu dalam cintaku ini
Mungkin aku bisa mati
Bila harus kehilangan dirimu

Bukan untuk sembarang hati
Aaku katakan ini
Sungguh aku cinta kamu

Bukan untuk sembarang hati
Hingga nafas berhenti
Aku rela berlelah untukmu

Aku cinta mati padamu
Jangan pernah meragukanku
Terlalu dalam cintaku ini
Mungkin aku bisa mati
Bila harus kehilangan dirimu

Bukan untuk sembarang hati
Aku katakan ini
Sungguh aku cinta kamu

Missing my late vico :'(

2010-11-10T04:33:00.001-08:00

I'm lonely now without you :( be good there vico. I love you supermuch!

Happy 6thhhhhh! :d

2010-10-23T18:20:00.000-07:00

I hide my tears when I say your name but the pain in my heart is still the same. Although I smile and seem care free. There is only one who misses you more than any one else.

Good Time, Bad Time, Day Time, Night Time, Work Time, Off Time, Happy Time, Sad Time, Sleep Time, In the Mean Time...I MISS YOU all the Time.

O level, here I comeeeeeeeeee! *fly high.

2010-10-12T11:13:00.000-07:00

First paper will be at the afternoon at 2pm tomorrow. pshhhhh so nervousss! i know its not my first time to sit for the O level paper as I had sat for my English paper last June. But, it didn't sooth my heart either. I'm gonna aim B for English! I can do it! Everything's possible :))

GOOD LUCK TO THOSE WHO"S SITTING FOR THE O LEVEL THIS YEAR!

A Worst Day Of My Life

2010-10-08T07:43:00.000-07:00

I miss you. I wish I could stay strong here ;') strong enough to deal with all these ups and downs. I just need someone to always be here for me.

Swimming!!

2010-10-03T07:28:00.000-07:00

I went to Tutong today .. huh I had to fulfilled my promise to accompany my lil sis for a swim. I didn't expect Miejan will be there too. 8) all I know was that he's having BBQ with his workmates.. at least now Im not a loner D; okay I was having fun today. We actually talk alot, we try to patch things up. I just love it. So I went home at 6 sharp. I was expecting today will be brighter then yesterday but then.. I heard a bad news coming from him ;( I felt blur. It's too hard to get what had he gone through this moment..

I wish I could be by your side right now.. make you feel ease.. I know it's too hard for you.. How I really wish to sooth you.. let go of your pain.. or even share the pain together. We never know that this will happen.. no one knows what will happen though.. But I believe that we will face this together. Clear up this mess together and will try to accept it. even it seems ironic to me, but I'm pretty sure you can get the feeling of acceptance one day baby :) you will. be strong. hang in there. never let your sorrow take control of you. I will always be here whenever you need me :)

Hari Raya Celebration at SMSB

2010-09-30T08:24:00.000-07:00

Decoration of our class !

Taken at : Class 5A.
Date : 30 september 2010.

Taken at : Class 5A
Date : 30th September 2010
Description : Wishing cards made by some of us to greets the eid mubarak and also the teacher's day! :))

This is my all - time favourite english teacher (;

Sesi Makan Makan! :D

NurHannani Morsidi.

Tr. Yusreena ( Bio & Class teacher)

5A girls. Afiqah Junaidi. Alifah Amira Abu Bakar. Nurul Ain Abd Kahar.

Mas Aziah Abd Aziz.

Jennifer Caroline and Tr Rafidah ( POA & Asst. Class Teacher)

Nur Zakirah Zepri.

Dk. Ummi Syahirah Pg Sulaiman.

Norsuzanti Awg Said.

Shows and events at Dewan Seri Kenangan.

The opening ceremony :)

Special Performance by 5 sci 1

Traditional performances by year 9.

A good show coming from the PRS (junior) always show ur best PRS-ians! :)

Sir Amri singing the hari raya song.

The most beautiful dress won by Izyan Aqidah (;

5A's and also some close friends;

Thanks to 5A girls for making everyday of my life became meaningful. We all had struggle so hard this year and I hope all of us will have a brighter future. I'm gonna miss you guys, like seriously :'(

Dk.NurFatin Hazmaliyana Pg Hashim & Ummi Nur'amalina Abd Rahim

Syahirah Mohammad Sidek :)

Nurnadzirah Ismail.

Happy 5th lovely monthsary 8)

2010-09-23T07:56:00.000-07:00

I'm scared of everything. I'm scared of what I saw.
I'm scared of what I did, of who I am. And most of all...
I'm scared of walking out of this room and never feeling

the rest of my whole life, the way I feel when I'm with you.

I'm inlove with you, Miejan.

Costume Party at Erza's Place.

2010-09-02T11:34:00.000-07:00

Arif Az (Left)
Theme : Skeleton boy ;p

Name(s) : Nudiya Nadhirah (Left), Erza Qells (Right)
Theme : Japanese Schoolgirl and Party Girl.

Name : Dianne Hernandez
Theme : Sailor? Pirates? :s

Name : Nazirul PHHD
Theme : Office Boy.

Name : Erza Alwani (the Birthday Girl)
Theme : Bride.

Name : Azrin Az
Theme : Motorcycle Rider

Name : Arina Zawanah Azahrin.
Theme : Mysterious Girl with Masquerade.

Having fun with them (:

With Amirah Farzana :)

we're awesome just like that! ;p

Name(s) : Hafie (Left), Syafiq (Right)
Theme : Soldiers and Policeman.

Name(s) : Amirah Farzana (Left), Amal Zawanie Az (Right)
Theme : Party Girl and A Geek.

Name : Danisha
Theme : Rabbit Girl.

OMGGG! Feeling sexy with a geek. HEHEHE.

The Guests with the birthday girl.

Name : Izzat Izzudin
Theme : Vampire.

Name : Firoza Sulaiman (Left), Zurinam Sulaiman (Middle), Azahrin (Right)
Theme : I dont know how to describe this. they just gave me one word for usu firoza's costume. 'KINDON' hahaha! and babu Inam with the pout mask thingy. :p and her husband a policeman.

Name(s) : Azahrin (Left), Bajung (Right)
Theme : Policeman and Corporal.

this is what we call, modern kids in the modern world :p

Name : Rina Wahid (Left), Nazih Yussof (Right)
Theme : IDK >.<

Name : Ej Brainny
Theme : Army.

Qualifying marks! Oh so NOT COOL.

2010-08-31T22:31:00.000-07:00

MATHS - 40
BIOLOGY - 48
ENGLISH - 66
HISTORY - 81
SASTERA - 65
B.MELAYU - 60
PRINCIPLE OF ACCOUNT - 69
GEOGRAPHY - 59

okay, overall got only 1B, 4Cs and 3Ds.. -- means that I really didn't perform well on my qualifying :c

Sungkai at Manjaro

2010-08-28T04:13:00.000-07:00

okay, our deal to sungkai together was actually at Axtivo but then.. inda jadi. haha due to several reasons. we had our sungkai at Manjaro, Qlap. -- well i guess, not a worth restaurant to had ur sungkai to.. cos , the food was not so good. plus, you pay $14.90 per head but only small plate were used to serve. what a waste of money =.='' after sungkai we went to gadong to buy the charger for my iphone :/ too bad i miss my iphone. haha but its okay.. got htc now 8)

Oh please read and understand this ;P

2010-08-27T21:17:00.001-07:00

Things That A Perfect Guy Would Do

1. Known how to make you smile when you are down.
2. Try to secretly smell your hair, but you always notice.
3. Stick up for you, but still respect your independence.
4. Give you the remote control during the game.
5. Come up behind you and put his arms around you.
6. Play with your hair.
7. His hand would always find your hand.
8. Be cute when he really wants something.
9. Offer you plenty of massages.
10. Dance with you, even if he feels like a dork.
11. Never run out of love.
12. Be funny, but know when to be serious.
13. Realize he's being funny when he needs to be serious.
14. Be patient when you take forever to get ready.
15. React so cutely when you hit him and it actually hurts.
16. Smile a lot.
17. Plans a romantic date full of things he wouldn't normally do because he knows it means a lot to you.
18. Appreciate you.
19. Help others out.
20 Drive five hours just to see you for one.
21. Always gives you a kiss when you leave, even when his friends are watching.
22. Sing, even if he can't.
23. Have a creative sense of humor.
24. Stare at you.
25. Call for no reason.

Bio Pratical For Qualifying

2010-08-26T05:10:00.000-07:00

5A's was schedule on shift 2 -- our practical starts at 10.00 - 11.15 am.

Bio was so... okay. It was about urine. We tested for the presence of starch, protein and also bile salts in the given urine solution. okay at first, I thought I was going to faint seeing the urine. so disgusting.. hahaha but then, its okay. I have to sacrifice for my qualifying (:

Okay, we talked about being in commitment with each other that we'll always be in this together no matter what. I, focus on my study.. and he, focus on his work. I dont want to make him feel burden. :/ i just want the best for him and me.

Happy 4th Monthsary!

2010-08-23T15:23:00.000-07:00

I may not get to see you as often as I like. I may not get to hold you in my arms all through the night. But deep in my heart I truly know, you're the one that I love, and I can't let you go. Happy 4th wonderful monthsary love (:

Sungkai with my baby (;

2010-08-20T06:20:00.000-07:00

okay now he'd just cut his hair and shave his beard haha so funny ;p see... he looked much younger than me if he didn't have any beard :s but.. no matter what, he still mine (; i still love this boy so muchhh *hugs.

Sungkai & Birthday Celebration at Aiko Sushi Restaurant

2010-08-14T04:21:00.000-07:00

Its funny how..

2010-08-13T21:27:00.000-07:00

It`s funny how hello always ends with a goodbye,
it`s funny how good memories can start to make you cry.
It`s funny how forever never really seems to last,
it`s funny how much you`d lose if you forgot about your past.
It`s funny how friends can just leave you when you`re down,
it`s funny how when you need someone they`re never around.
It`s funny how people change and think they`re so much better,
it`s funny how many lies can be packed in one "love letter".
It`s funny how people forgive even though they can't forget,
it`s funny how one night can contain so much regret.
It`s funny how ironic life turns out to be
but the funniest part of all, none of that`s funny to me.

Just another story to laugh at (:

2010-08-11T21:24:00.000-07:00

A man escapes from prison where he has been for 15 years. He breaks into a house to look for money and guns and finds a young couple in bed.

He orders the guy out of bed and ties him to a chair, while tying the girl to the bed he gets on top of her, kisses her neck, then gets up and goes into the bathroom. While he's in there, the husband tells his wife:

"Listen, this guy's an escaped convict, look at his clothes! He probably spent lots of time in jail and hasn't seen a woman in years. I saw how he kissed your neck." If he wants sex, don't resist, don't complain, do whatever he tells you. Satisfy him no matter how much he nauseates you. This guy is probably very dangerous. If he gets angry, he'll kill us. Be strong, honey. I love you."

To which his wife responds: "He wasn't kissing my neck. He was whispering in my ear. He told me he was gay, thought you were cute, and asked me if we had any vaseline. I told him it was in the bathroom. Be strong honey. I love you too!!"

2010-08-02T02:34:00.000-07:00

school always be the same. wake up early, seeing my friends -- well maybe just a particular friends. and yes homeworks. and oh also our bio practical for qualifying will be tomorrow! dangg it! I totally forgot. I should have read earlier :/ but now I guess I have to stay up late tonight.

I just heard about him got a phone call about the job he wanted to try to. Don't know whether I should be happy or not. :/ It'll be tough. 6 months? 8 months? How can I live without you? :'(

Sunday School

2010-08-01T21:23:00.000-07:00

Little Mary was not the best student in Sunday School. Usually she slept through the class. One day the teacher called on her while she was napping, ''Tell me, Mary, who created the universe?'' When Mary didn't stir, little Johnny, an altruistic boy seated in the chair behind her, took a pin and jabbed her in the rear. ''God Almighty !'' shouted Mary and the teacher said, ''Very good'' and Mary fell back to sleep.

A while later the teacher asked Mary, ''Who is our Lord and Savior?'' But Mary didn't even stir from her slumber. Once again, Johnny came to the rescue and stuck her again. ''Jesus Christ!'' shouted Mary and the teacher said, ''Very good,'' and Mary fell back to sleep. Then the teacher asked Mary a third question, ''What did Eve say to Adam after she had her twenty-third child?'' And again, Johnny jabbed her with the pin. This time Mary jumped up and shouted, ''If you stick that damn thing in me one more time, I'll break it in half!'' The Teacher fainted.

Outing

2010-07-31T04:39:00.000-07:00

Today, I went to perayaan tutong with Mal today.. kay.. that was bored! like all the Bruneians ran to the huaho to see the fireworks.. Luckily, Mal was there so I don't really aware about the boredomness. =)

And yes, I was hoping Mizan was there. like, really really hoping he was there but he didn't :( he's so messed up today. I don't know why but I guess it's because of his work. workaholic made such a massive stress. :/

LITTLE TONY FROM BROOKLYN ON MATH

2010-07-29T07:32:00.001-07:00

A teacher asks her class, "If there are 5 birds sitting on a fence and you shoot one of them, how many will be left ?" She calls on little TONY.

He replies, "None, they will all fly away with the first gunshot."

The teacher replies, "The correct answer is 4, but I like your thinking."

Then little TONY says, "I have a question for YOU."

"There are 3 women sitting on a bench having ice cream: One is delicately licking the sides of the triple scoop of ice cream. The second is gobbling down the top and sucking the cone. The third is biting off the top of the ice cream. Which one is married ?"

The teacher, blushing a great deal, replied, "Well, I suppose the one that's gobbled down the top and sucked the cone."

To which Little TONY replied, "The correct answer is 'the one with the wedding ring on'," but I like your thinking."

LITTLE TONY ON MATH

Little TONY returns from school and says he got an F in arithmetic.

"Why?" asks the father.

"The teacher asked, 'How much is 2x3,' " I said "6", replies TONY.

"But that's right !" says his dad.

"Yeah, but then she asked me "How much is 3x2 ?"

"What's the f ** king difference ?" asks the father.

"That's what I said !"

LITTLE TONY ON ENGLISH

Little TONY goes to school, and the teacher says, "Today we are going to learn multi-syllable words, class. Does anybody have an example of a multi-syllable word ?"

Little TONY says, "Mas-tur-bate."

Miss Rogers smiles and says, "Wow, little TONY, that's a mouthful."

Little TONY says, "No, Miss Rogers, you're thinking of a blowjob."

LITTLE TONY ON GRAMMAR

Little TONY was sitting in class one day. All of a sudden, he needed to go to the bathroom. He yelled out, "Miss Jones, I need to take a piss !!"

The teacher replied, 'Now, TONY, that is NOT the proper word to use in this situation. The correct word you want to use is 'urinate.'

Please use the word 'ur-i-nate' in a sentence correctly, and I will allow you to go."

Little TONY, thinks for a bit, and then says, "You're an eight, but if you had bigger tits, you'd be a TEN !"

LITTLE TONY ON GRAMMAR

One day, during lessons on proper grammar, the teacher asked for a show of hands from those who could use the word "beautiful" in the same sentence twice.

First, she called on little Suzie, who responded with, "My father bought my mother a beautiful dress and she looked beautiful in it."

"Very good, Suzie," replied the teacher. She then called on little Michael.

"My mommy planned a beautiful banquet and it turned out beautifully."

She said, "Excellent, Michael !"
Then the teacher reluctantly called on little TONY.

"Last night at the dinner table, my sister told my father that she was pregnant, and he said, 'Beautiful, just f ** king beautiful !'"

LITTLE TONY ON GETTING OLDER

Little TONY was sitting on a park bench munching on one candy bar after another.

After the 6th one a man on the bench across from him said, "Son, you know eating all that candy isn't good for you. It will give you acne, rot your teeth, and make you fat."

Little TONY replied, "My grandfather lived to be 107 years old."

The man asked, "Did your grandfather eat 6 candy bars at a time ?"

Little TONY answered, "No, he minded his own f ** king business."

I LOVE Little Tony !!!!!

Such Dramatic Event!

2010-07-25T01:49:00.000-07:00

I'd been sent this using email by my friend. enjoy reading (:

10th grade

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried

2010-07-24T02:07:00.000-07:00

Today, we were asked to gathered at the hall at 8.30am as there's a motivation talk for form 5 students who will be going to SMSO school. haa, I'm not going there foshoo. I go for Ptek!! HEHE. and yes the talk was quite interesting as they talk about hows their live change being a student there. There were also 2 students for our school that had received the scholarships provided by the MOE. With all this talk, I feel more eager to go to six form :D

After the talk we took about 45 mins break before we proceeed to another assembly held by the principal.. and, it was principal's last day. It was sad that she'll be leaving us so soon. It was only for a year and 2 months she support us. :( Well all that I have to say was thank you for everything,principal thanks for your support and encouragement to all of us. We love you so much!

Happy 3rd Monthsary !! :D

2010-07-23T09:45:00.000-07:00

To be with you, it's such a dream. I never thought to be the girl that you'll hold on to. Even if you're not the one who taught me how to love and to be loved by someone. But I will make sure you're the last one who will teach me how to make the happy ending <3>

2010-07-22T10:16:00.000-07:00

OH MY LEEMINHO

2010-07-20T06:10:00.000-07:00

Afgan, kau mengalihkan dunia ku

2010-07-20T06:02:00.001-07:00

Near-accident experience

2010-06-28T06:29:00.000-07:00

I still feel shock of what had happened this afternoon. Our car nearly turn upside down! huh.. thank God for saving us.

I went home at 3pm from school today as I had maths class in the afternoon. My brother fetch me up. And I'd promised my maid to accompany her to buy things at Bandar. Approximately, 3.55pm we went straight to Gadong. After buying her things that to be bring tomorrow, I slept while listening to my htc phone songs. I was sure that I'm not fully sleep at that time, I can feel that the car shaking. I know it was the tyre problem. but I don't think it was that badly serious. plus, we're 12km left to reach Tutong. My brother keep driving on the right side and cut the other people's car. I still remember that he drive for about 120km.. suddenly, BOOM! the back tyre explode and the rubber started to tear apart. The car had made zig zag movement. luckily there's no other car at the left side. The car then stopped abruptly at the left side. the tyre began to lose its shape and only the metal left. at that time.. or maybe until now, I'm still utterly shock. I just.. I don't know. I have bruises on my lips and legs. And also my chest being hit by the front locker.

We then went home hoping they would ask are we okay or not. Bro Meth had his chest hit on the steering wheel too. But, no one seem to care. My dad was mad like hell! I don't know. Hey, its not our fault you know. probably the car had his tyre hit on something sharp. like who's care! the important thing is, we all SAFE! My dad mad cos none of our phones fill with credit. I hate to be in this house. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!

A night at the empire with SMJA

2010-06-17T06:40:00.000-07:00

Day with them ! :D

2010-06-05T05:33:00.000-07:00

Today, I feel so gloomy. :/ watching this 'IRIS' movie is soooo making me feeling full of curiosity. =.=' I resume the movie from where I left. As usual, my maid will sit beside me but today she didnt. I felt so strange. Then I heard the door opened, the sound of someone throwing bags but I dont care. I thought my sister was just cleaning her room. Then, I feel someone lean on my back. aah, I know it was my maid. I was just about to leave the room but then i turn my back and...

Me; "NURATULLLLLLLLL!!!!!!" *gasped*
Atul; hahahahaha you didnt see me enter the room?!!
Me; *feeling ashamed+excited* err nop haah i miss you *hugging her*
Atul; im going to sleepover here baby! :D

After we had a long convo, we decided to fetch sheerah up in her house (: and this night we'll go to pengkalan batu having poco poco and celebrating my nephew's birthday :D

Happy 22nd Birthday Love (:

2010-05-19T05:26:00.000-07:00

even you're a year older now, I still love you. you're the best part of me right now. and you will always be the best part (: keep being 'cheesy' please.. :DD mwaaa! <3

Grandmum's Birthday and Mother's Day! ;d

2010-05-09T22:34:00.000-07:00

"HARI MERAH SEDUNIA"

"HARI KEK SEDUNIA"

"Fazer Za's cake, 14th April."

"Grandmum's cake, 9th April."

"Mine, 23rd April."

"Azrin's cake, 13th April."

"Matt Zahurin Ham's cake, 28th April."

"Mirza Zarifah's cake, 24th April."

"Unc Maswadi's cake."

"Zatira & Nonoi's cake, 18th & 19th April."

"Erza's cake, 07th May."

"Bro EJ & Neesa's cake, 1st May."

"Danessa's cake, 24th April."

"Bazilah's cake, 07th May."

"Pretty Dollz & Denny Dollz's cake."

"Nazirul Phhd's cake, 11th April."

Sport Daaay! :D

2010-05-01T05:03:00.000-07:00

Supernova Having practice (:

2010-04-30T02:29:00.000-07:00

After that, me & Izyan was so hungraaaayyy. haha. double date tah ni ;p

Makan makan at Grandpa and Grandmum's House (;

2010-04-25T02:00:00.000-07:00

It's been so long since you'd left us, Angah Jimmy. We missed you. (': so we recite doa selamat for you. hoping you will always be bless there. Anyway, they were throngs of people at our kpg today 8) hehe.

and.. lemme tell you that i have such a cutee nephew. hehe. Md Danish Firdaus.

Okay my birthday was on 23rd. I thought they were forgot about it. HAHA. I've been punked! they gave us -- me and ella a surprise birthday cake. ('; thanks to Usu Piah, Amit and Uncle Jeff for the presents and cake. Thank you for remembering our day.

2010-04-24T22:10:00.000-07:00

party at Akmalia Thur's Place :D

2010-04-23T02:01:00.000-07:00

my day will always be ur day, too. THANKS to those who came and greet me (: I LOVE YOU ALL. without you guys, im nothing (:

heyday of possess!

2010-04-17T02:15:00.000-07:00

welcome back hell day! gladly we able to finished our test without being disturbed by some devilish creatures. but today, our first day of feeling freedom, they come back! well, not specifically come back though. they had run into several other students in several classes but today, our turn to be panic! how I wish it wasn't my friends. Syaz, Azniza, Atikah, Syazirah and Fatin. hope u guys get well soon (':

2010-03-15T20:15:00.000-07:00

no happy ending.

2010-03-09T07:03:00.000-08:00

You can never have your life as perfect as you want it to be or as it should be. Life is not always fair, if I were to be exact. I have vowed to myself that I would never have high hopes for any journeys that begin well to end the same way or better even. Issues that comes and then goes are bound to come back again. Faithful friends are somehow unreal because no matter how much you believe in them, you end up hearing things you never wanted to hear -_-‘ and they end up being true! If you wonder why they are still next to you, I believe it is because they admire you for either your wealth, your cleverness, your awesome lifestyle, your popularity, your continuous help with things they cannot do by themselves and other logical or unlogical things you can figure out. To top it off, your darling friends whom you would always talk to aren’t there for you? In any kind of circumstances! In which my case is when I am feeling down and useless, like no one’s here to support you! Not even your closest friends. They treat you like a piece of shit, dumped in the toilet or washed away. Either way, I end up being ignored anyway. Darn it woman, I should have just ignored you from the very beginning. I believe you have been using me the whole time. Taking advantage of what I can do and using me whenever you get the chance. I was wrong to think that I could trust YOU? That you could ever be a friend?! Oh, so you’re satisfied with what you’ve done? Is there no slightest bit of guilt in you? Darn! I totally forgot you’re selfish. If that is how you want it, then, that is how you will get it. I won’t die without you.

I appreciate those who understand my feelings even though I’m not one of your everyday-mate or close friend or anything. Oh, I dedicate this to Alijah, Nurah, NurAm, Meeratul, Nani, Farah, Monica, AM. But people who figuratively stabbed me from the back, always asking me for help.. Oh, in other words? Two-faced moron! who runs away when it’s settled and not even thank me for it! I would love to NEVER see your face again! It’s so painful, I can barely even talk anymore.

This time I refuse to wake up until my head, my heart, and my life have all returned to normal.

2010-02-22T19:01:00.000-08:00

Repvblik - Sudah Cukup
mungkin hati ini tak ingin kau kembali
namun mimpi ini selalu aku banggakan
dan di saat terindah bersama dirimu
kan selalu ada di setiap jejak langkahku

* dan tak pernah aku sesali cintaku untukmu
karena bagiku tlah milikimu sudah cukup untukku
kemanapun aku pergi selalu sepi tanpamu
dimanapun aku berpijak selalu hadir bayangmu

kuteteskan air mata ini untukmu
saat kau lepaskan cintaku untuk dirinya
dan di saat terindah bersama dirimu
kan selalu ada di setiap jejak langkahku

Netball Tournament

2010-02-22T04:24:00.000-08:00

2010-02-13T04:38:00.000-08:00

APRIL BRIDE.

I bought this CD yesterday at Gadong. It was based on true story. It is not korean movie anyway.. it's japan (: and yes, I DO LOVE THIS MOVIE. It was so.. i dont know. maybe touching. I cried all over again everytime I watched the movie.Moreover, it was true event right? It was about a young woman who was hired to speak in a public relations role at corporate events. One day while at work she mistakenly enter the wrong auditorium and through this minor mishap she encounters a young salary-man named Taro. The romance proceeds quickly and then Taro ask her to marry him. While that day she had just received the most devastating news in her life that she has been diagnosed with breast cancer. Knowing that she only has short time to live, Taro, her family and friends plan a magnificent wedding.

It was incredibly sad. I could feel the man's sadness. I could feel the girl's hope, dreams.. thanks to the manager who made this movie. At least right now, I can feel and understand someone's feelings. (':

IM INSANELY IN LOVE WITH THIS BOY :p

2010-02-07T22:52:00.000-08:00

2010-02-06T05:48:00.000-08:00

CONGRATS TO AZRIN AZ ZAWIEROUL WHO GOT 5AS' AND 3BS', AZFARUDDIN AND FAIZ HJ KUDIL WHO GOT 8'Os, AK.WAFIUDDIN 7'Os, AK.WAFAUDDIN 6'Os, AK.ARIF HANAFI 3'Os, AND SHARIF HAMDAN 3'Os.

SHIZZ! I'm getting more and more nervous now. :/ this year it will be my turn to let the world know that i can do it! ;d

2010-02-05T03:05:00.000-08:00

Decorating class (: GO GO 5A :D

2010-02-04T02:27:00.000-08:00

random pictures taken during the afternoon as all of us busy decorating class.. hee. will upload another shots next time lagi as my eyes is really2 need to rest. night y'all. <3

2010-02-04T01:34:00.000-08:00

I KNOW I CAN ENDURE THIS! yes I can. as long as my friends are always here supporting me (: I need a supportive friends. Not the one who is always be there for me but didn't know what's inside of me. I just need that. Am I wrong? I do have best friends who I can count on to. For me, best friends is such a really really BIG WORD!I just use this name for my certain friends. Even with my classmates. Never dare to call them best friends as each one of them also have ONE! I don't care if someone really mad at me. As long as I feel that I am in the right track, I won't give up. So please, do understand people. Everyone's deserve a happiness in them. But somehow it's the matter of time. I don't give any happiness to all of you. It's in yourself. Just be yourself never ask for someone's attention because you will understand what is life is all about.. we live in this world like a spinning wheel. there's ups and downs. just endure it. (yes mira?) hee. just saying :p OMG why am I so EMO today?! :( I miss my best friends. me really really best friends :'( and also my close friends who I can rely on even on my bleakest days. the one who know me the best, who I can trust, someone who are not being so sensitive, and the thing is, they know that I got best friends and I don't need any attention. I'm just an ordinary girl, searching every human beings that I THINK I CAN RELY ON. My biggest weakness is that, I can't go back to where I was supposed to be.. I can't stay in one place and this makes most of my friends, disappointed. but yeah that's me. now you know it and please don't hoping something special between us. I know I'm selfish. you can mad me for that but surely I won't come back.

okay the thing is now, I'm crazy. so fellow, live your life as you want. Don't force anything that is impossible for you to get.

2010-02-03T01:18:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FAA! (: will upload your pictures as soon as i get the phone back. hee and yes, maybe I'm a spoiled brat. :/ sorry i didn't make you happy today. Maybe today, it will be your worse day ever..

I planned this surprise with Tr Yusreena our class teacher and also Nani. thinking of buying cake will make your day happier. As we were enjoying that moment, ada tia askar mengamuk. my phone was taken. i dont know what to say. felt like a fantasy. i don't cry well.. at least infront of my friends. but sudah balik rumah barutia sadar my phone nada lagi.. :'( i'd cried infront of my mum. i would say that this was my second time. so what's the punishment bawa phone for the second time? simply, 1 month rehab for my phone.

yeah right I'm okay. this was my fault. I know I can get through this. I'm a mess.

fatin if you read this once again sorry. i didnt mean to make your day turn into a disaster :/

END OF YEAR FOR 4A'S

2010-01-28T05:55:00.000-08:00

my all-time-favourite teacher.. (:

2010-01-28T04:06:00.000-08:00

back from tuition :D gah i feel free! hehe. feel exhausted because of every-day routine :/ haven't caught up with my girls for a while and what i really want to do is to spend the night being with them. :/ really miss the old times. want to organize an event pun payah payah :S sabar sabar saja ah kawan kawan. nanti abis O kitani enjoy berabisan ok? haha :P

im having my poa tuition today. as i went out from the room. tr tu tanya..

Tr ; so you balik tutong lah ni?

Me ; ahm yes tr.

Tr ; wow inda ngaleh kah ke bandar just having 1 class. 1hr 15mins lagi saja.

Me ; im taking june O so i have to. (:

Tr ; bila lagi tuition?

Me ; ahm monday tuesday wednesday thursday sunday.

Tr ; oh god! ngaleh tu eh.

Me ; *smile sjaa. dalam hati 'awu lah ngalih'

Tr ; i will rearrange ur schedule. so that you have free time (:

Me ; *bangang. thanks tr! fuhh..

so the main point of this story is, my schedule has been reduced! :D will attend double classes starting this feb. monday and thursday tukar ke friday :D Alhamdulillah(:

2010-01-27T01:12:00.000-08:00

Just got back from tuition. It's 9.30pm now.. I'm sleepy -___- how tuition today? well, it's kinda fun. I sat beside si Muh and then he asked me nearly all the questions 0.0 i was like.. using this method, then you'll get the answers, oh no it's wrong you should this formula, bla bla bla. then he was like, ahm okay. inda ku tau eh paham kah ia inda :s sorry Muh, im not a good teacher haha :P bah its late sudah.. night everyone. will keep ya update! (;

2010-01-25T04:53:00.000-08:00

I miss you. :( this lately, I immersed myself to schoolworks as I'm taking the June O Level. Working so hard to achieve what I want. I abandoned you :/ sorry sayang. but yes, I try to make myself free just for you. Hoping that you could comprehend my situation. I woo wuu love :D

Check out my schedule for extra/afternoon classes and tuition ;

Monday ; 1.00 - 2.00pm(Bahasa Melayu), 2.00 - 3.15pm(Maths), 5.00 - 6.15pm(POA tuition)

Tuesday ; 1.00 - 2.00pm (Biology), 7.00 - 9.30pm(English tuition)

Wednesday ; 1.00 - 2.00pm(Geography afternoon class), 7.00 - 9.30pm(Maths tuition)

Thursday ; 2.00 - 3.00pm(English), 5.00 - 6.15pm(POA tuition)

Friday ; REST & HOMEWORKS

Saturday ; 1.00 - 3.00(Biology afternoon class)

Sunday ; 2.30 - 5.15(Biology tuition)

BY THE WAY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SANTI AND ARIF :D MAY GOD BLESS BOTH OF YOU AND AKU SAYANG KAMU :D

Random quotes. (:

2010-01-16T04:27:00.000-08:00

I’m not an abstractionist. I’m not interested in the relationship of color or form or anything else. I’m interested only in expressing basic human emotions: tragedy, ecstasy, doom, and so on.

Half the world is composed of people who have something to say and can’t, and the other half who have nothing to say and keep saying it.

I really feel the nature is trying so hard to compensate the men’s abuse to the planet. This planet is sick. Like a fever. If we don’t fix it now, there’s no way to end. This is our last chance to fix this problem that we have. Looks like a runaway train. And the time has come and this is it. People always say that, “They’ll take care of it. The government will deal with that.” Now, “they” who? It starts with us. It’s us. Or else it should have never been done.

mood : angry. level : 10!

2010-01-13T23:51:00.001-08:00

just started to blog again! hee. i didn't have much time to update this crappy thang. my life has changed. me, from being outgoing to -- busy tuition, studying, homeworks.. well lemme just say, im a nerd! :/ well, just for this year i guess hehe. i'll update my blog whenever im free again yeah. gonna ran over my tuition this 4pm! byeee guys! i love you all.

Skillet - Yours To Hold (Y)

2009-12-23T06:17:00.000-08:00

Skillet - Yours To Hold (Y)

I see you standing here
But you're so far away
Starving for your attention
You don't even know my name

You're going through so much
But I know that I could be the one to hold you

[Chorus:]
Every single day
I find it hard to say
I could be yours alone
You will see someday
That all along the way
I was yours to hold
I was yours to hold

I see you walking by
Your hair always hiding your face
I wonder why you've been hurting
I wish I had some way to say

You're going through so much
Don't you know that I will be the one to hold you

[Bridge:]
I'm stretching but you're just out of reach
You should know
I'm ready when you're ready for me
And I'm waiting for the right time
For the day I catch your eye
To let you know

SMJA Sportsday (:

2009-12-20T02:47:00.000-08:00

Enjoy the weekend with SMJA's family. including Erza and yush (: and the rest of them lah. you know who you are. haha. yes its tiring but sure it was fun! :D when started the games at 7.45am. Before that we did some stretching and aerobic. this year games was totally insane. our games are always divided into categories. adults(boys), adults(girls) teenagers(boys), teenagers(girls), children.

Football and Handball Tournament.

Make Up Your Wife With Blindfolded Eyes

Some of SMJA's family.

Fishing and Sweets for the children.

there was also fear factorr organized by babu tinik and.. that was EUW! we have to drink and eat all the given food inside the soup that smells horrible. they said it was from china and the soup is actually 'ginseng' added by many different types of food :x I didn't win that game but at least I'M TRYING! :o

I managed to won this game: handball tournament in the 1st place, frog jumping in the 2nd place, football in the 2nd or 3rd place, blindfold games in the 3rd place. haha it's only few ;x well yeah its good then i got SUNBURN only at nose. weird, isn't? 0.0

okay.. that were lottssa pictures to be upload anyway.. but yeah i can only afford to upload this much.. they were so many more at my facebook! (: thanks

p/s ; SMJA, today we're the warriors! :D

45 things a girl wants but will not ask :P

2009-12-17T05:02:00.002-08:00

1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
4. Give her your jacket.
5. Kiss her slowly.

Are you remembering this?

6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her somewhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.

KEEP READING

11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she can't get to her friends. it makes her feel loved.

Are you thinking of someone?

16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she's beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.

One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.

21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car- it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her she's your everything – only if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her- if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT- so just hug her
24. Make her feel loved.
25. kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know!!!!*

THEY MIGHT DENY IT BUT THEY ACTUALLY LIKE
AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE THEM

26. don't lie to HER.*
27. DON'T cheat on her.*
28. take her ANYWHERE she wants
29. text message or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at work {or school}, and how much you MISS her.
30. be there for her when ever she needs you, & even when she doesnâ€™t need you, just be there so she'll know that she can ALWAYS count on you.*

ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER BECAUSE, IT'S IMPORTANT

31. Hold her close when she's cold so she can hold YOU too.
32. When you are ALONE hold her close and kiss her.*
33. Kiss her on the CHEEK; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).*
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automaticall y put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her LIGHTLY.
35. Don't EVER tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you're mad. If
shes upset, comfort her.

REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE
WITH HER NEXT

36. When people DISS her, stand up for her.*
37. Look deep into her EYES and tell her you love her.*
38. Lay down under the STARS and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, link your fing ers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you .
39. When walking next to each other grab her HAND.*
40. When you hug her HOLD her in your arms as long as possible*

MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED

41. Call or text her at night to wish her SWEET DREAMS*
42. COMFORT her when she cries and wipe away her tears.*
43. Take her for LONG walks at night.
44. ALWAYS Remind her how much you love her.*
45. sit on top of her and tell her how much u love her and then bend down to
her face and kiss her while sitting on her.

p/s ; got this from facebook. enjoy reading!! :D

webcamming (:

2009-12-16T06:49:00.000-08:00

i was bored.

so, i m pressurizing you ;p

ask him to pout, tapi payah payah.

but, i still love you baby (:

RTB Appreciation

2009-12-12T09:51:00.000-08:00

with sibs, and cousins (:

KB-ianss HEHE

A Band Once.

Fakhrul Razi.

Feez Madea.

Maria!

Well yeah, maybe this lately I've been supporting my own local artists. hahaha. yeah, Bruneian should get to the top. to be known well and always be remember by every person on the whole wide world :D

Congrats to those who manage to passed PMB! :d

2009-12-08T07:10:00.000-08:00

Everyone is in a rush today! checking their PMB results. well, some were satisfying but some were not. Congrats to my cousin, Fatin fkm who managed to got 7a's and 1b (: and also too wanie, 5a's and others credits. also to izzat hehe he's very happy i guess right now pasal first ya dapat masuk p2f and then he passed his PMB (: go go SMJA! You guys were SMJAs' biggest appreciation (: and yes to wanie, you did great! no one will say that was a bad result yet there were only comparing. yes i know it's hurt but please just take it as a challenge. nobody is perfect. hee

Well, i just wanna wrote our SMJA's upcoming family events ;

19th December 2009, Saturday, 7am at Pantai Seri Kenangan for Sportday
20th December onwards, practicing 'chacha' dance for this upcoming 26th!
25th December 2009, Friday, Grandpa's Birthday
26th December 2009, Saturday, Celebrating Grandpa's Birthday.

p/s ; such a hectic -- day! -____-

DST Carnival + Photoshoot! :D

2009-12-04T23:59:00.000-08:00

A Band Once.

Shee Amf, Mira Amia, Feeqah Amraan, Me.

How I wish this snake is mine :P

Henry Golding! :D

Its a Motley Cornsnake? I guess so -___-

From left : my lil brother, syafiq, me, bro meth, mira amia, feeqah and pai (:

A band Once (: i took this from tom griffiths hehe. they're totally funny. haha they made me laugh so hard!

It was enjoying yet tired. My brother, Meth Steur and his girlfriend, Akmalia Thurs, Tom Griffiths, Nunudiya Nadhirah, Erza Qells, Erza Alwani Nusyurul Azifah, and Me(: ABO is really cool! (Y) love them. And yeah, i got the chance to touch the snakes hehe. honestly, it is one of my favourite animal ;$ there's also mira amia, qaira amia and his boyfriend, and feeqah hehe. I wish to see vj utt but then, inda sempat pasal si meth batah! lalai kan bgaya saja :/ but hey i think i saw henry golding :D cool! HAHAHA.

Dream

2009-12-04T05:06:00.000-08:00

Lee Jang Suk (Kim Bum) spent some time in a juvenile detention center for stealing wallets from unsuspecting strangers. After he gets out, he meets a sports agent, Nam Jae Il (Joo Jin Mo), who’s trying to recover from a downfall in his carrier. Together, they work to achieve their dreams. Jang Suk dreams of becoming a K-1 Champion; and Nam Jae Il dreams of regaining his reputation as a top sports agent.

p/s ; yeah im getting more more freak-ier than before ;S

2009-12-02T06:04:00.000-08:00

I wish I could see his smile everyday. Laugh with him and watch as the sunset begins to disappear. I want to make things new. I want him to be a part of me. Maybe its not forever maybe just for awhile, i don't care. I will appreciate every little things that he do. I want to breathe the same world as you. Just never think about the future baby. Just think about now (: we happy and yes, we will try to hold on :D

yours sincerely,
NUDIYA NJ

I saw you! ;p (his sayings)

2009-11-27T07:00:00.000-08:00

Love scars and shooting stars.

2009-11-24T01:44:00.000-08:00

what to choose? :S

2009-11-23T04:32:00.000-08:00

N97 MINI

N97

arghhhhhhhhh mom i don't know which one eh :O pening ku. i want 5730Xm jua. LOL hahaha bah guys, any idea? help me, would you? :P p/s ; arif, tulung eh :P

you're like my sunshine

2009-11-21T05:57:00.000-08:00

Awangku Arif Hanafi made this all for me :P I LOVE YOU.

watching PHOBIA2 with them (L)

2009-11-19T04:43:00.000-08:00

had fun for the last sunday on 15th of november :D i asked my brother if he can accompanied me to the mall. haha didnt expect ya mau eh :s selalunya marah ya. haha. so atul sleepover my house. next day, at 12 in the afternoon we went to fetch shee up then went straight to the mall! :D i also invited ak arif to come as he wished to see me that day :p me and ak arif, atul and ari, shee and ajid :D but arif will be staying there until 4pm saja :( we went to the cinema and you-know-what? phobia show start at 9.35PM! wtf. Mau inda mau we bought saja the tickets lagipun we want to see that movie so badly :( we bought the tickets pukul 3++ awal jua masih tu :( aku watching phobia pun kan tetidur last time. nasib jua cerita hantu ku liat ani. mun bukan wah terabang ke paris kali sudah eh. haha ada jua lah urang atu suka kana hug :P LOL

i will try to leave and forget :D

2009-11-19T04:23:00.000-08:00

I always fall for that one guy who is so out of reach, but still close enough to make it hurt. HAHA. but now, i'll forget you. thanks for everything (: though it was only for awhile. you've made my heart gone crazy for so long. you and I both were destined to be in a separate life. I won't hope for anything besides, I'll pray that one day you will more happier than today. hee.

your sincerely,
NUDIYA NJ

2009-11-07T05:46:00.000-08:00

It’s not okay that you hurt me, but I am okay. I deserve more, and I know that now. And maybe you knew that inside, that you couldn’t give me that yet. So you set me free. We would’ve been so great, you would never have wished for more than I would’ve given you. But you never gave it a chance. So now you’ll never know what could have been. Maybe someday you’ll regret it, maybe someday you’ll think it was the best decision you ever made, but maybe someday you’ll see me walking, smiling and happy, alongside someone who’s also smiling and happy because he has my heart. Maybe then you’ll stop and realize what you’re missing, because someday, someone is going to thank you for letting me go…

confessions to be made

2009-11-07T03:21:00.000-08:00

I don't know what my best friends were up to now :/ I just felt lost. Even maybe they hate me right now. It's really makes me wanted to cry. I felt like they're going to eliminate me soon enough. I know I'm not good for them. I know without me, they will live maybe a more wonderful life. What makes me more confuse right now is.. I don't know why all of my former friends seemed to left me. i rarely see them. its because I'm busy as well as them. I didn't feel contented about this. we all should talk it in a good way. If you guys want to leave, then just go. I won't force someone who didn't want to be mine again. (': but I'll always love you guys. never expect that being with you guys brought a lot of joy.

exam is around the corner

2009-10-22T19:26:00.000-07:00

i have 2 days left for my exam.. I'm nervous :S i haven't read much for my exam baru jua bio and hist! aaaaaaaaaaah! i wish i could score better marks this time. I'll try my best insyaallah (: wish me luck!

random pictures of my 2009 raya

2009-10-01T00:38:00.000-07:00

My friends, my fellowmates (:

2009-09-30T01:21:00.000-07:00

our classroom is at the corner of the building :/

obviously, thats me they captured haha.

opening of school was extremely great :D and yes we again broke the rules :P sorry teacherrr HAHA and yes some snapshot of our teachers being taken too.

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY UMMIEEE!!!!!

2009-09-26T13:25:00.000-07:00

Just wanna wish a happy birthday to this girl named, UMMI NUR 'AMALINA ABD RAHIM. A 16th birthday (: wish you success in eveything that you do and try not to forget me. haha you used to be one of my close friend before and yes, enjoy ur day mie (:

HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY, AZ LOVE!

2009-09-25T09:51:00.000-07:00

haha sorry wan I'd decided to choose this picture pasal disanaa kau kiut :P HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN COUSIN. you'll always be loved (:
and yes sorry for the lateeeee msgg :/ i woke up late bah and then pukul 12 barutah jalan :S I know you will check this blog :P may god bless you and i love youu (:

NUDIYA <3

"mackerel run''

2009-09-22T21:40:00.000-07:00

A high school drama filled with hilarious moments
Main character - Lee Min ho

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY LOVE (:

2009-09-21T03:50:00.000-07:00

today is the first day of raya and yes, today is erza's day! happy birthday sayang.may god bless you with prosperity life and yes, you'll always be my best-cousin!! wish you succeed in everything (: and to all of my friends, happy eid mubarak (:

2009-09-19T05:26:00.000-07:00

"I will be fine. I’m always fine. This is my perfect little life. I smile. I laugh. Nothing ever goes wrong. Nothing…"

Sungkai at Manjaro, kiulap (:

2009-09-18T23:18:00.000-07:00

Adults - $12.90
Children - $7.90

Went for sungkai there with ERZAS', Bat, Chai, Nunud and Duan. (: the food is sooooooo nyummy!!!! besides that, the service is more better than any restaurant because they have this slogan says, "LOVEFOODHATEWASTE" every wasted food will be charged at $2.50 per 100 grams. haha this shows that Bruneian people loves to take more but eat less. :S haaa yatah typical Bruneian kuat membazir!! HAHAAHA bah enough said.

"I learned there are troubles of more than one kind.Some come from ahead, others come from behind.But I’ve bought a big bat. I’m all ready, you see.Now my troubles are going to have trouble with me."
NUDYA <3

Tsunami at Heundae ranked #1 at my list this month! (Y)(Y)

2009-09-17T08:39:00.000-07:00

Today, me and my friends watching the tsunami movie that hits the theater last week! :D i can say that you'll never regret for choosing this movie. (: Me, Aizuddin, Syaffiyah, Sheerah, Jeemon, Ehsan (shee's boyfriend), Meejan and Leena. The show started around 3.25pm. before that we all went to the arcade and cried our lungs out loud in the karaoke box haha :P There's also nuratul, rawii and ziqah but unfortunately they cant join us watching and they had to sungkai with their family :/ however, i tried to cheered up my self as zudin were here and this will be my last time seeing him. maybe after raya lagi jumpa. ;s I will always remember this moment :D

Me, shee and shaf!! :D

"Love is like a Rubix Cube, there are countless numbers of wrong twists and turns, but when you get it right, it looks perfect no matter what way you look at it."

NUDYA<3

A day call wonderful day :D

2009-09-15T21:51:00.001-07:00

"As of today, I have absolutely no regrets. I think I am a mature person who can take things in stride. I’m grateful for people in my past. They helped me get to where I am, wherever that is."

NUDYA<3

again, at Jolibee with my fellowmates, cousin and tr :D

2009-09-12T10:16:00.000-07:00

Today we went out for outing again organized by 4a's (: we want to meet our former maths tr, tr Rashidah and yes alhamdulillah she's free at that day :D we enjoyed much. but unfortunately mas cant join us :/ i thought to myself, if mas wasnt here, would they be laughing so hard? aiyooo i need to be a talkative one. so that night i brought my cousins as well, AZ. hehe i know maybe you not that enjoy, sorry darling I thought you'd know that I'm gonna bring some of my friends ;s I also invited erza and fatin to come but then because of no transport they cant come :/ I was sooo dissapointed but I did enjoyed (: it was fun. being with tr, i felt secured :D

2009-09-09T22:21:00.000-07:00

I recently watching this movie (:

it was called, 'secret campus' new movie from LEE MIN HO hahaa :P but unfortunately, in this movie he's not the main character.. the very beginning of the story was boring.. make you sleepy.. but i'll keep watching this movie 9; its kindda different movie though. biartia inda berapa siuk janji ku liat LEE MIN HO KU :D

"Friends may come and go, but enemies accumulate."

confessions to be made.

2009-09-08T21:29:00.000-07:00

I didn't concentrate at all about studies today. I'm out of the blue. :S the weather also seems to have the same feelings as mine. I'm sorry. That's all I can say for now. Being the right person it's not me. I know I can't fulfilled my promise to let go. Maybe I'm still a loser. I wish I could renew the spinning wheel and erase all the doubt inside of me. I felt neglected to let my heart feel your happiness. But the wheel will never stop spins around, just like our life :)there always be ups and downs yet its painful but you can't stop learning from your mistakes. Some people said that we better learn the mistakes of others than ours. well, maybe I should just shut up my mouth and let it be. yeah, like kaka afee said.. 'I'm walking away from troubles in my life' that would be much better right? ehhh auuuuuuu FYI, im not talking about boyfriend sini ah :P Aku and si din just doing fine =) zudin always be there for me to shines my day OMGGGGGGGGGGGG! i miss him :s *melting. bah bah adangtah. I wont be such a super duper romantic couple heree. romantic tu romantic pulang but bukan pisin ku tu kan meng-showoff. HAHAHA its totally a typical bruneian girls. mun bf sweet semua tia nah kan d gto. :S for me, biar aku dengan zudin ja tau kan din? :P well enough said, I need to do some chores lagi and homeworks while waiting for sungkai :D

"I was a puzzle hiding in a dusty box missing your pieces."

your friend,
NUDIYA

HAPPY 7TH BIRTHDAY SYASYA NATASYA (L)

2009-09-07T08:02:00.000-07:00

this is my little sisterr.. she turning 7th todayyy! happy birthday sayang.. jangan gauk gauk and yes, jangan malas sekolah (: you always be my only love :D

Erza is my drop-dead-gorgeous or yeah whatever they call it :D

2009-09-05T10:49:00.000-07:00

My grandpa is getting better right now and he's staying at Erza's house for couple of days :D as my grandpa is in the process of healing we all gathered to pray for his health (: there was doa selamat being held and also, we had our sungkai there (:

my babyboy, zahyim

The sisters! :D

Azuan and Nudiya

Erza qells and Chai Khairuz

this is my erza!! :D

Qaira

sungkai with my classmates (:

2009-09-03T11:37:00.000-07:00

Around 4.30pm, I dressed well. 4A's had planned to go sungkai together :D:D we had sungkai yesterday at Foodcourt and Jolibee. But unfortunately only six of us yang dapat come out of 10.. :/ alifah inda dapat datang pasal her sister/brother not feeling well hehehe kali ain, going to have her sungkai at bandar:S. Me, Eyah, Ummi, Amiratul, Lijah and Zakirah were the only persons who afford to come. atupuun si Mirah last last minute HAHA :P first we makan arah food court.. honestly guys i never been there :s I'm afraid the food's not gonna be tastes so good :S Before we went to the foodcourt, kami ke kadai cd dulu. AND UNEXPECTEDLY, I SAW JUN PYO/LEE MIN HO's NEW MOVIEEEEEEEEEE! ohh gosh i feel like i wanna buy it :( its $43.. anyone? haha. I'm crazy over Koreans movie right now. sampai si zudin pun sasak ani bah :p and then i saw this movie called 'sumpah ..... pocong' kinda funny movie :P that boy said like this..

Boy : Neneng.. cium abang dongg..
Neneng : Mas.. malu atuh mas.. nanti orang liat (mas, jgn terasa ah :P

hahahaha HER NAME IS NENENG?? cali juaa. if you know what i mean you'll laugh though :p nah now, they used to call me neneng wah. pasal aku gigiran sabut nama neneng :S

almost around 6, we order our foods and drinks. mau tau apa sjaa? aku - buttermilk chicken, mas - butter chicken, lijah - tom yam, Zakirah - i dunno mee kali and Ummi - chicken roll with rice ceeh sama minum ice blend semuaaa. :D mirah inda mau order pasal inda puasa hahaha ;P

Mas Aziah/Eyah (satu satunya kawan ku yg setia di kelas HAHA)

Ummi ah ngusut katanya batah sungkai anii... :S

Zakirah sudah sedia tersenyum ah haahaha :p

Ummi and Amiratul (:

Buttermilk ku :D

eyah, zakirah, ummi and mirah :D

our ice blend yang pink tuu lijah punya tuu (:

After makan, begila tah kamiii mencari anting anting untuk raya hahahaaha and then inda batah atuu lijah cakap cani,

lijah : ui kamuu ke jollibee eh makan lagi aku lanja

mas : aiyoo cuatah tadi tu kau lanja lambat kau ani :P

aku, umie, mirah, zakirah : bah manasaja parut kami ada space masih ni

wheee lijah belanja us makan double cheese sama burger. atu lagi inda kanyang :s

bah selamat berbuka sahurr semuaaaaaaa :d i wanna off now to bed ghee

The 6th day of puasa

2009-08-27T04:25:00.000-07:00

I didn't go to school today. I woke up late due to my overslept in the afternoon ;s i didn't managed to eat for my sahur too gaaahhh. I miss my friends :s In the morning, I had visited my grandpa at the hospital. haha he's talking while he's sleeping +_+" I got home around 10 and I texted mas to inform her that I will go to school this afternoon attending our English class. But then, my mum called me to join her to buy some foods for sungkai at the stadium and pasar gadong and asked kaka nunud and abg duan to brought me and syasya to her office. I have to canceled my English class and followed mami. hehe. moreover, I didn't go to school today and that wont change my attendance if I go to English class either :p

around 2++ we arrived at mami's office. Once we were there, mami then brought us to hospital again to see her dad aka our grandpa. while she's in the room we wait outside. As you know, syasya is still 6 years old and she cant enter the room ;/ my stomach starting to play the music. I'm hungrayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! :s mami was like 1HOUR inside the room.. It's almost 3! aah i keep looking at my watch.. hoping the time will gets faster and faster. Mami then out of the room and said that my grandpa will be home soon but on Saturday, he will make a check up again :/ bah update again next time this was just my random story :P

NUDIYA

People need encouragement (:

2009-08-23T01:27:00.000-07:00

p/s ; i do this because im boreddd. HAHAHA and yes, im hungryyyyy :/

Found this in my email inbox..

2009-08-22T02:55:00.000-07:00

the story happened to be like this..

Murid : Selamat pagi, cikgu.

Cikgu : (Menengking) Mengapa selamat pagi sahaja? Petang dan malam awak doakan saya tak selamat?

Murid : Selamat pagi, petang dan malam cikgu!

Cikgu : Panjang sangat! Tak pernah dibuat oleh orang! Kata selamat sejahtera! Senang dan penuh bermakna. Lagipun ucapan ini meliputi semua masa dan keadaan.

Murid : Selamat sejahtera cikgu!

Cikgu : Sama-sama, duduk! Dengar sini baik-baik. Hari ini cikgu nak uji kamu semua tentang perkataan berlawan. Bila cikgu sebutkan perkataannya, kamu semua mesti menjawab dengan cepat, lawan bagi perkataan-perkataan itu, faham?

Murid : Faham, cikgu!

Cikgu : Saya tak mahu ada apa-apa gangguan.

Murid : (senyap)

Cikgu : Pandai!

Murid : Bodoh!

Cikgu : Tinggi!

Murid : Rendah!

Cikgu : Jauh!

Murid : Dekat!

Cikgu : Keadilan!

Murid : UMNO!

Cikgu : Salah!

Murid : Betul!

Cikgu : Bodoh!

Murid : Pandai!

Cikgu : Bukan!

Murid : Ya!

Cikgu : Oh Tuhan!

Murid : Oh Hamba!

Cikgu : Dengar ini!

Murid : Dengar itu!

Cikgu : Diam!

Murid : Bising!

Cikgu : Itu bukan pertanyaan, bodoh!

Murid : Ini ialah jawapan, pandai!

Cikgu : Mati aku!

Murid : Hidup kami!

Cikgu : Rotan baru tau!

Murid : Akar lama tak tau!

Cikgu : Malas aku ajar kamu!

Murid : Rajin kami belajar cikgu!

Cikgu : Kamu gila!

Murid : Kami siuman!

Cikgu : Cukup! Cukup!

Murid : Kurang! Kurang!

Cikgu : Sudah! Sudah!

Murid : Belum! Belum!

Cikgu : Mengapa kamu semua bodoh sangat?

Murid : Sebab saya seorang pandai!

Cikgu : Oh! Melawan!

Murid : Oh! Mengalah!

Cikgu : Kurang ajar!

Murid : Cukup ajar!

Cikgu : Habis aku!

Murid : Kekal kami!

Cikgu : O.K. Pelajaran sudah habis!

Murid : K.O. Pelajaran belum bermula!

Cikgu : Sudah, bodoh!

Murid : Belum, pandai!

Cikgu : Berdiri!

Murid : Duduk!

Cikgu : Saya kata UMNO salah!

Murid : Kami dengar KeADILan betul!

Cikgu : Bangang kamu ni!

Murid : Cerdik kami tu!

Cikgu : Rosak!

Murid : Baik!

Cikgu : Kamu semua ditahan tengah hari ini!

Murid : Dilepaskan tengah malam itu!

Cikgu : (Senyap dan mengambil buku-bukunya keluar.)

p/s: if you find this kind of students, you better let him/her see the physician doctor :)